Friday 3 August 2007

oh no.. prelims coming up in 25 days.. m i prepared?rite nw m suffering frm really unfocused mind. thinking of studies momentarily, then afta tt is play, then... the cycle repeats. it's like u keep heating and cooling sth, expecting it to expand and contract again and again.. end result is.. ermm.. duno la. jus gonna let all hell run loose.. oso still gt dis prob bugging me like always.. only to increase exponentially every single day passing..

guess i kinda realise e feeling of missing sumone so much.. kinda felt it sum days ago. one of my frens din contact me for days.. and i kinda missed him lots. prob is, i cant find e suitable time for us to contact each other.. both of us are extremely busy la.. aww. nvm.. things will move on, rite? guess it's going to be time to get more new frens, esp afta Os, and going to new JC. haiz.. come to think of it, it's SO SAD. hw melancholic... ...haiz.. it's jus so painful. T_T

so scared... fearful.. of the future.. i could have carved it out earlier in my days. y mus i be so stupid... noononoo.. MUST REALLY CONVINCE MYSELF NOT TO WORRY. IM GONNA STAND! RISE! CONQUER MA FEARS!! RAWR.

lol im supposed to post this days ago.. hu knew, rite b4 i posted, electricity tripped.. ZZZ... but still posted. yay. gd luk readers and all my frens 4 not only prelims, but oso for Os!! jiayous =)

*love*hope*faith*forgiveness*endurance*GOD*
Friday, August 03, 2007

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Gerard
15++ years of age
Virgo
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LOVEs
*GOD*
*Frens & BESTies*
*People*
*Sporting*
*Biking*
*Eating, sleeping.. usual stuff*
*Sentimental pop/RNB/metal*
*Playing...?*

HATEs
*Not much things to be hated now*

WISHlist/GOALlist

Wishes
*Lotsa $$moolah$$*
*A clear mind, unlike now*
*Err... wishful thinking*

Goals
*Activate max personality!!*
*Increase spiritual lvl!!*
*Regain mah ABs!*
*Initiate study momentum*
*Learn guitar, then electric guitar!*

Personal Reminders

*Truth helps, but truth hurts*
*Be yourself*
*God is always with us*
*To err is human, to forgive Divine*
*Love, hope, faith*
*Be in control, not controlled*
*Don't fear rejection; what's e worse?*
*Though times are hard, keep holding on!*
*Neva hurt frens.Losing a fren SUCKS*
*Be ++VE!!*

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